fucks sakeeee
ok, so its practically black.
hating life.
high 1st motherfuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrr. so chuffed :’)
xx
various salad leaves, smoked pancetta, avocado and grapes are hidden in there somewhere, poached egg, sweet potato and low fat cottage cheese with chives. YUM.
soz for the face, but my hair was well naturally flicky and fun today! well until i walked to uni in a proper gale! got there looking like id been dragged through a bush backwards. ah well.
posting this purely to remind myself what my hair looked like. tomorrow im gonna go get my mop chopped and my fringe put back in because i cant handle this monstrosity. anddddd… im going to dye it! first time ever (well apart from 5 years ago when i decided pink flashes in one side was awesome. ha!) im not dying it anything major, just a ever so slightly darker brown which hopefully makes it look more shiny and full of life haha because my hair is SO dull.
fingers crossed i dont fuck it right up.
xx
who says students dont eat well?
sweet potatoes with low fat cottage cheese with chives, various salad leaves, grapes, avocado and chorizo.
scrummy.
back to leeds tomorrow for my final few weeks at uni. only 3 lectures remain - wow. these 3 years have gone so quickly! graduation will come and go before i know it.
its all a little scary.
for so long ive wished away the days, hoping to leave uni asap to get a job and be a responsible adult. and now its here, and its a little overwhelming. that said, i truly cannot wait to get to grips with a 9-5 job i love (hopefully) and enjoy the things that come with it, especially having money in my pocket.
im sure going to miss living in leeds. but my biggest regret of the whole time is not enjoying it more. i should have made the most of it, and tried to make a ton of friends. instead, im the kind of person that would rather have a handful of good mates, than a massive gang of people i dont reallyyyyyy like/respect. leeds is FULL of fake, pretentious people and i have avoided them, but part of me thinks god, you’ve missed some fucking wild nights out. and ive missed forming extra strong, lasting friendships. i always get a little jealous when i look around and see big groups of friends who are super close. im not sure ill walk away from uni and have mates for life. dont get me wrong, theres a few people ill catch up with now and again, and chin wag with over facebook, but theres no stand out forever relationships. bit of a shame, but ah well.
so, for the next few weeks, for the final time, im going to try and enjoy it a whole lot more. be a proper student! roll on the drinking, parties and fun! only 1 essay and exam stands in the way.
xx
so close to finishing my dissertation. need to
*do my discussion
*do an abstract
*do references
*go over everythingggg again, check check check!
*probably hit panic stations because its over the word count so i need to cut down. always happens. this needs to be 9000 words, can go up to 9900. i know ill be over. i always am no matter what the word count!
*pull together everything that needs to go in the appendix.
*bind it x2, upload it online
*FRIDAY 30TH MARCH - HAND THE MOTHERFUCKER IN!
sooooooooo excited. so so close to being done yeyyyy!
waaaaah miss my sammy already!
he’s just gone back home to wigan after saying with me for a week in leeds. its been lovely. i get ever so lonely living here you see. but, im stacked up with cuddles to keep me going whilst i get on with work for the next month. dissertation is due 30th march… so far ive wrote zilch. oops. must. start. tommorrow! but for now, im sulking with a brew watching jeremy kyle. work can wait. xx
posing this morning because i thought i did my make up good hahah. doesnt look very good on here though actually. and hair = definitely not so good. ah well.
If its not uni work getting on top of me, its house mate drama.
me against the world. can i have a bloody break please?
What the shit. How has it been snowing Manchester way, and not a drop in Leeds? That makes zero sense.
me and the birthday girl. - out & about, sat 7th jan. robs face in the back makes my life! :D
Plodding along with this essay with a big teapot so ive got brews on tap! Best idea ive had in a long while.